A saddened wish

You never actually feel the pain of being alone, -yet, when you have company to surround you for the moment.

Everything seems fine at first, but every laughter is a bliss, and happiness is nothing but a quick swish of wind. So the moment after each conversations, when the lights finally go dimmer, when you're finally alone in a room, silence comes to choke you - then the sting in the chest follows to remind you of your solitary.

No, it's not fatal.

The pain won't kill you in the moment. - But the feeling of everyday torture, the thought of having to do the same sad routine all over again, the feeling when you pass by happy people and see genuine smiles, it all will eventually drain the life out of you.


No, it's not fatal.

But you'll wish it was.



~ Yancs